Against body clock

its 1:21 am, i am listening to the Amelie soundtrack. i am wide awake, information is flowing into my brain smoothly and i feel like i can comprehend things in one hour what i would mull over for five.

my name is Shaila and i am an Owl. i think i knew i was one, during my 12std board exams, when i would study every night till 1 am. the best time for me to study was from 11 pm till 1 am. everything went smoothly into my head. well, i think ill give up getting a routine and instead focus on just getting information into my head, anytime, anywhere, anyhow....

i had a really nice time yesterday with my classmates, they all came over and we had a lovely evening playing a board game. i have set up more visits with humankind this week. i cannot stand the social isolation that this genre of studying renders oneself. i think i am better off doing something that involves interacting with people.

i always wanted to become a publicist. i think becoming a celebrity publicist would be a blast! i would get to hob nob with all these famous people. i would also be glamorous myself, if i have to accompany them on the red carpet. get to attend all the glamorous parties and know inside details and gossip before everyone else does...sigh.....

i can afford this kind of shallow reasoning, because i just tackled something very complicated. i try to see it as ying and yang. but being a celebrity publicist would be fun. well, id also have to constantly issue statements to the press denying/accepting things, blah blah. hmmm....

am in a very Parisien state of mind. listening to Amelie, speaking french in my head, imagining walking along the Seine, and taking a stroll and discovering the hidden gardens of paris.

well basically i wish i was anywhere but here. but i am looking forward to the week ahead-meeting new and old aquantainces, being more regular, getting information into my head, and getting rid of this formality that had the possibility of driving me to hospitals...